a night out here, a night out there, and a lot of in betweens. watching laura in the classy basement, with anorakgirl. the frenchmen in sacramento. stereo total and saint etienne. a pretty girl who plays in a popular band comes up to me after stereo total to complain and swear a lot, about how she got into an argument with someone in the audience. "how would she like it if i was all up in her lap?" she'd probably enjoy it, i respond. but strangely enough she seems very happy to see me. jenn claims that a girl tried to get my attention by tugging on my necktie while passing by. "was she hot?" i guess i'm restless. i've got this urge to chew the scenery. a chainsaw dives through a stairwell, an old man builds living toys to keep him company, a riverboat climbs a mountain.

i miss someone.